“‘Look at you now Pero,” I taunted, regressing to twelve, my age at our last encounter. I wanted to hear his voice or get a sign he heard me: the ground rattling below a sudden wind in my face. There was merely a motionless headstone in stifling summer heat.”
Kenan uses the word taunt which means to provoke or insult. After years of not seeing Pero, he had the need to insult him which was powered from suppressed anger and sadness. Especially,since their last encounter did not go well.He also uses the word regressing which means to go back to a certain time. He went back to his old self before leaving Bosnia. He thought of himself as a twelve year old when he went to see Pero’s grave. Kenan misses his couch, he states that he wants to hear his voice. It seems like he has forgiven his old teacher and mentor. Kenan used rattled instead of shake. It could have been an earthquake. Once the wind hit his face, he went back to hisself and stared at the headstone. He describes it as motionless. It is ironic because it seems as if he’s expecting for something to happen or too feel Pero’s spirit or presence.